Ask And Ye Shall Receive

By Delrondu | Confession
22 Dec 2008

I wanted to find out how strong I am now and I asked the universe to throw me that proverbial curve ball during power lunch that week. And it did too, the very next day if I remembered correctly. But that was two weeks ago. Why am I bringing this up now is because that curve ball carried a weight that has lasted more than a week now and I’m still gathering myself up from a sudden short fall.

But what I found out was that I am truly stronger now. It doesn’t affect me like it would have in the past. And I’m glad of it. I’m somewhat glad that I found out too even though it really got me thinking.

But so much has happened in the past few weeks. Some things I talked about with friends I’ll never forget. Like how love is a choice, not a feeling. Powerful and insightful stuff. Is that the case with me? I’m so afraid to find out. Don’t think I’m ready to.

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